Meanwhile he already felt in the depth of his soul all the cruelty, dastardliness and baseness not only of that act of his, but of his whole idle, dissolute, cruel and wayward life.

与此同时，他已经在灵魂深处感受所有的忍、，不仅是他的行为，而且是他整个懒惰、放荡、酷任性的生活。