His wife's death left a vacuum in his life.

他去世使他生活变得空虚。

Oh, dip my emptied life into that ocean, plunge it into the deepest fullness. Let me for once feel that lost sweet touch in the allness of the universe.

呵，把我空虚生命浸到这海洋里罢，跳进这最深完满里罢。让我在宙完整里，感觉一次那失去温馨接触罢。