agonising

I spent days agonising over whether to take the job or not.

我用了好些天苦苦思考是否接受份。

It was an agonising decision for him.

对他来说是一个痛苦决定。

They agonised about it for days.

他们此苦恼了许多天。

The accused faces an agonising wait while the jury considers its verdict.

陪审团讨论裁决期间，被告面临痛苦等待。

I will not let your secret out to agonise the man I love.

我绝不会把你秘密说出去而让我所钟爱遭受痛苦。