Meanwhile he already felt in the depth of his soul all the cruelty, dastardliness and baseness not only of that act of his, but of his whole idle, dissolute, cruel and wayward life.

与此同时，已经在灵感受到了所有的忍、卑鄙和卑鄙，不的行为，而且整个懒惰、放荡、酷和任性的生活。